07/28/24
I apologize for how late this letter is. The date is wrong at this point, but the date doesn't truly roll over until I fall asleep.
I've been overwhelmed by a great sense of grief, and then of joy. I think the biggest driving force of my art is my own pain. It's not a healthy mindset, I know, but for the story I'm telling, I think it helps a great deal.
In this body, in this life, I'm capable of creating beautiful things. If I can bring hope to even one person through what I create, I think it'll all be worth it.
It's selfish, but I'd like to think you're proud of me. One day, I'd like to play through Starchild together.
I'm growing, I think. I hope I come out of this even better than I was. I hope you can still love me, despite it all.
I certainly love you.